Chapter Nine, Our Youth Does Not End

Alright, we have agreed to meet at the bus stop on Guandong Street at 11:00. After confirming the time and place with Song Yanyi, I hung up the phone

I took a few deep breaths and prepared myself mentally before finally connecting the call, bringing the phone close to my ear. However, what I heard was not Xu Muchen's voice, but rather Xu You'er.

I know, this is my affection for him

Next, I am going to meet Xu You'er. Being human is such a blessing; no matter what one has experienced in the past, as long as one is alive, one will surely encounter joyful moments. If you have not yet encountered them, do not be anxious; as long as you hold onto your faith, you will definitely meet them.

Bang

I cannot speak, I can only stand quietly

"No, if I play too late, my brother will come to pick me up," Xu You'er said

In the crowded carriage, amidst the throngs of people, everywhere is a sea of humanity. Walking through the crowd, one's heart also becomes lively.

Thus, I wish to change. If nothing is done, everything will remain the same. If I do not change, I will still merely be a bystander in the lives of others, unable to partake in their joys and sorrows, which is such a regrettable matter

Where is that ? I asked

I wanted to say that we are not a couple, but seeing Song Yanyi's expression, those words were forcefully swallowed back down by me

Well

Thank you very much indeed

In our youth, we were all cowards, hesitating for reasons that now seem quite laughable. But that was us, the most authentic, the bravest, yet the most timid version of ourselves

"I should go," Chen Ke said, "but with so many people there at that time, it might not be possible to meet up."

However, the brighter he smiles, the more uncomfortable I feel inside

I curled the corners of my lips and turned my head to continue gazing at the sun

The boss approached enthusiastically, wearing a sky blue long gown: "Couples taking photos receive a 50% discount."

I changed my clothes, locked the door of my dormitory, and went out

I tried several times, but ultimately gave up

Well, nothing much has happened yet, but I plan to face it properly.

I opened the contact list; before meeting Xu You'er, there are still people I must see.

"Alright then, tomorrow evening, at 7 o'clock, at the entrance of Central Park, we shall not be absent from each other," I said with a smile.

I haven't thought it through yet. I said that on purpose

I did not speak; I merely accompanied Song Yanyi in taking a photograph. In the photo, I am smiling, yet beneath my eyes lies an unshakeable sadness.

Rebuttal is invalid. No matter who you are dating, as long as it is a date, it must be taken seriously with utmost sincerity!" Saying this, Mo Yuchen took a makeup brush and began applying it to my face

"If you are unwilling to confront your own heart for a long time, then I will not wait for you," he said

"Yes, you know her too, it's Xu You'er, the youngest girl in the dance class before." I said

Xu You'er did it on purpose; she deliberately invited me here, but had Xu Muchen come to meet me.

At that time, if I had caught up, I would have seen his sorrowful expression

Finally bidding farewell to the past, I have finally brought back the version of myself that was locked away in the secret garden of time. On my way back, I felt like dancing as I walked along the road

Well

However, after falling in love, everywhere becomes a place that can make one's heart flutter. It is quite contradictory; many people feel their hearts flutter first and then develop affection, while others are moved by their affection. Regardless of which type it is, it is all love, and it is a wonderful feeling.

I want to tell him, Xu Muchan, that a long, long time ago, you had already taken residence in the secret garden of my heart. Since then, regardless of the cold or the heat, I have liked you

Together with Mo Yuchen, I looked in the direction she pointed, towards the east, where a ray of sunlight burst forth, shining from the horizon.

I have faced Yu Chen properly. I slowly began to talk to him about this matter

Not far away is a bustling crowd, yet here it is exceptionally quiet, as if an invisible wall has divided everything into two worlds

I am leaving too, have a great weekend. Guo Jiani put on her small bag and set off as well

Xu Muchan slowly walked up to me, his gaze resting on my face: "Lan Xin looks very beautiful today"

"Alright." Song Yanyi readily agreed, "Let's meet at Guandong Street; I know a pretty good restaurant there"

He is laughing, yet my heart feels increasingly sorrowful

Xu Muchan, I must have saved the galaxy in my past life, which is why I encountered you in this life

Wow! Sister Lu has agreed to me, that's wonderful!" Xu You'er happily hung up the phone

"Hello, don't you want to hear what I have to say next?" Xu Muchen's voice was filled with laughter.

When I returned to the dormitory, Guo Jiani and Liu Wen had not yet woken up. I was in a great mood and eagerly wanted to share with them. I shook them awake and, in a hoarse voice, told them about this hilarious farce.

I know this idea is foolish and unrealistic, but this is truly how I feel

What kind of gift should I bring to that lovely girl

I turned my head to look at him, and his profile was truly stunning.

After chattering away and sharing the joy in my heart, drowsiness finally overcame me. I couldn't be bothered to take a shower and simply climbed into bed, falling asleep just like that

"So, when will you clarify things with me?" Xu Muchen glanced at me.

"Oh, my child, I do not know." Xu Muchen's voice was neither hurried nor slow

No longer avoiding, no longer giving up, even though it is so difficult, I still choose to face my past self, I want to say to myself "thank you"

Are you asking me out? My mood has improved, and I can joke around with Xu You'er now.

03

I went downstairs with them and went to a breakfast shop that sells soy milk and fried dough sticks

He is the only source of motivation for my solitary middle school years

The human heart is indeed warm and soft, not easily touched, and can be hurt when touched.

I like you

Thank you for appreciating the quiet and solitary me, thank you for making my world more beautiful, thank you for your affection, thank you

I slowly and carefully finished the candied hawthorn, then walked through this street once more with great attention to detail before setting off to find Mo Yuchen

In fact, I have so much to say to him, and I want to express it slowly.

It turns out that sculpture is so beautiful, it turns out our school is so large and so lovely, what is growing over there is actually a field of cosmos... Even though I have been in this place for such a long time, I feel as if I am a newcomer, experiencing everything as if it were fresh and new.

Early the next morning, Liu Wen returned home. Guo Jiani also got up quite early and carefully applied her makeup. She was already very beautiful, and with her makeup on, she looked even more stunning.

She is indeed a very likable girl

Whoosh—bang—

My body feels light, as if I were given a pair of wings, I could soar through the sky

"Let's go sit over there for a while," Xu Muchen suggested, noticing that I looked a bit tired.

02

The room suddenly became empty, I took a deep breath and then slowly exhaled. They have left, and I must set off as well, I am going to meet Song Yanyi

The sky is about to brighten. Chen Ke pointed to the fish-belly white breaking over the horizon in the east and said, "Let's go to the top floor of the Financial Building to watch the sunrise"

Do you want to give someone a gift? On the phone, Mo Yuchen's voice sounded very pleasant

But as Xu Muchen said, there are not so many reasons; liking is just liking. It is hard to pinpoint the exact moment when one starts to like something. If there were reasons for liking, then it probably wouldn't be true liking.

What are you laughing at? At a time like this, he is actually still laughing

05

No need, I am on a date with Xu You'er I struggled to express my protest

But what should I say? Should I say "I like you"? These simple four characters, yet I cannot bring myself to say them

I once thought that Song Yanyi was someone who treated emotions as a game, but I never imagined that his affection was so sincere. If I had met Song Yanyi a little earlier, would his presence have caused my heart to waver

Clearly, he once said such words to me, yet hearing them again still makes my heart flutter

It is indeed cold to wear a dress on evenings during this season. I believe that is the main issue. Moreover, I have scheduled to meet Xu You'er at 7:00 PM, and it will only get colder after that

We parted ways at the subway platform, each of us stepping in different directions. Perhaps in the future we will still go our separate ways, but this time, there will be no regrets

He pulled me along, seeing sugar figurines and buying sugar figurines, seeing grilled squid and buying grilled squid, before long I was so full that I could hardly walk

Indeed, one must dress beautifully for a date, " Chen Ke agreed.

Guo Jiani wants to spend time with her boyfriend, Liu Wen is going home, and I need to first clarify things with Song Yanyi, then meet Xu You'er in the park after dark

"No, no, no!" Chen Ke hurriedly stopped me, "It looks great, this dress really suits you."

"Yes, I am meeting Sister Lu. Will you come? By the way, there will be a fireworks show at Central Park tomorrow at 7:00 PM, at the park entrance. Don't miss it." Xu You'er’s voice carried a hint of nervousness

He is actually a very delicate person, even choosing to turn away first during the final farewell, in order to prevent me from seeing his sorrowful expression, taking a step away first

"Of course I don't want to..." My words were abruptly cut off as I quickly turned around and saw Xu Muchan at the other end of the fountain

I walked to the edge of a narrow stream with Xu Muchan

I slept for a long time during this nap. When I woke up, the dormitory was quiet, and I was covered with a blanket, which must have been placed on me by either Guo Jiani or Liu Wen.

I do not wish for others to be sad because of me

Song Yanyi! I always feel that I must say something

The thought of wanting to hurt him, and the realization that such a smile would disappear, fills me with deep sadness. Why didn't I notice it earlier? Why didn't I confront it properly when he said he liked me? How could I have thought that this person was a playboy? He is clearly very gentle and devoted.

However, being a day late is not a problem, especially since I have already been late for so long. Moreover, the person I have an appointment with today is Xu You'er, so Xu Muchen will just have to wait a little longer.

I changed into a clean set of clothes, pushed open the door to my dormitory, and wanted to take a good look at this campus that I have lived in for a year and a half, but have never truly observed.

I said, "I didn't think of anything."

Hmm. He put his phone in his pocket and then extended a hand towards me, "Well, let's go."

"Sure," Mo Yuchen said, "I know a very good breakfast place here"

I have faced the past well, I have faced Song Yanyi well, and now, I must face Xu Muchen well. He has waited for me in the same place for too long, long enough that I must say something to him

No matter what is said, it will not alleviate that sadness in the slightest

We stand on the top floor, gazing towards the east, the sunlight piercing our eyes to the point where we can hardly open them, yet we remain steadfast in our observation

I am so fortunate to have a Song Yanyi who loves such an imperfect me during my lonely years

She is playing on the computer at home. Xu Muchen said, "She said she doesn't have time to come today and asked me to replace her to watch the fireworks with you."

I checked the time and it was already past 3 PM. I got up to look at the class schedule, and there is a class this afternoon. I accidentally skipped a class again

I am sorry. I do not know what else I can say now

Let us go over there and take a stroll he said as he led me forward

Although Xu You'er stood me up, Xu Muchen is here, right when I most want to see him, he is here, within my reach. Thinking of this, I feel extremely happy, and the sadness that arose in the afternoon due to Song Yanyi has completely dissipated.

"Let’s go, we will have breakfast," Chen Ke suggested after the sun had completely risen, and we could no longer keep staring at it.

"There is no need to say sorry, this is not your fault, Lanxin." He reached out and touched the top of my head, "It is my problem; it is my inability to make you like me, that is my issue."

The smile at the corners of my lips gradually deepens, in fact, the answer is right on the tip of my tongue, but I suddenly feel like keeping it a mystery and saying nothing for the time being

Many girls are secretly watching him; his outstanding appearance makes him particularly conspicuous in the crowd. He has been paying attention to whether I have arrived, and as soon as I got off the bus, he smiled at me.

"Why is it you?" I was stunned, as it was clearly Xu You'er who had invited me. However, I am not a fool; I quickly realized that Xu You'er might have deceived me

What beautiful little things are suitable for giving to a lovely little girl? I am really not good at gift-giving, so I honestly sought help from Mo Yuchen. Mo Yuchen runs a boutique, so she should have a better understanding.

Looking back, those lonely seven years seem to have passed in the blink of an eye. In the crevices of that time, there lies a secret garden, where a small piece of the past resides. That past became a shackle, binding my legs, leaving me unable to move from my spot, until I encountered some warm-hearted individuals

Where is You'er? Xu Muchen, she and I agreed to meet at 7 o'clock at the main entrance of Central Park. Has she set off? Is something going to happen on the way?

"From now on, stay by my side and do not go anywhere else." His voice was close to my ear, accompanied by the sound of fireworks exploding, making it sound so melodious

I took a long breath and dialed Song Yanyi's number. As soon as the call connected, he answered immediately, as if he had been eagerly awaiting my call

He took me into a simple restaurant. There, we enjoyed authentic Suzhou cuisine, with a sweet and sour flavor that mirrored my current mood.

Let's go, first we will have lunch he said, putting his hands in his pockets and leading me forward

"Have some candied hawthorn skewers." He handed a skewer of candied hawthorn to me

I want to say to Xu Muchan, from now on, even if you drive me away, I will not go anywhere; I will always stay by your side. I do not wish to speak of eternal vows, nor do I dare to say that when the mountains are without edges and the heavens and earth unite, I would dare to part with you. Even less do I dare to speak of life and death, or to make promises with you. I only want to say that on this clear day with the bright moon and gentle breeze, it seems I have fallen for you

In my first year of high school, I was as quiet as these ancient relics, and a certain quality about me attracted him

"Even if he is a fool, he is still a fool with a gentle heart," Guo Jiani remarked.

"What can be taken away is not mine; what belongs to me will certainly not be taken away," I said with confidence.

However, Xu Muchen is a person who does not understand the concept of refusal; he directly took my hand and led me into the crowd

"It's me, do you have any opinions?" He slowly walked towards me while holding his phone.

Well, what a coincidence, so am I

Mo Yuchen took out an exquisite ankle-length dress, and I thought, since they have already messed with my face, the clothes can be changed without concern

Time passed second by second, yet Xu You'er had not arrived. I felt a sense of worry; could it be that something happened to her on the way?

"How can you go on a date looking like that?" Mo Yuchen said with a smile, "No way, absolutely not!"

Yet in this situation, a thousand words can only converge into this one sentence - "I like you"

Song Yanyi. I do not wish to continue watching him work so hard.

When I arrived at the platform of Guandong Street, Song Yanyi was already standing there

After finishing the meal, I wanted to tell him my answer, but he did not allow me to speak it out.

If... I mean, if I can never face you properly, would you give up on me? I asked softly

Thank you, it is mainly due to the efforts of Yu Chen and Chen Ke. You Er said to meet here, I ... ... '' Due to nervousness, I was somewhat at a loss for words

The phone was quickly answered, and the voice on Xu Muchen's side was somewhat noisy; it was unclear where he was at that moment

My heart softened: "Alright, but wouldn't 7 o'clock be a bit late?"

Recently, I came into contact with Song Yanyi. He is an outgoing young man with outstanding looks. Beyond that, I do not know much about him. I couldn't help but smile wryly; he asked me to seriously consider him, but I know very little about him.

We have stumbled along the way, whether in joy or in sorrow, we must experience something to grow up, and we must lose something to understand how precious it is to possess.

Sure. The shoes on my feet are also from Mo Yuchen, and they fit a little snugly.

I instinctively placed the back of my hand behind my body

I said, on such a beautiful day today, why aren't you going on a date with Xu Muchen?" Chen Ke asked curiously

However, I must clearly communicate with Song Yanyi that I do not want him to waste his time and emotions on me. Since it is destined to have no future, I should not allow him to have any expectations.

I held the candied hawthorn, and it felt as if roots had grown beneath my feet, making it impossible to take a step forward

I am sorry, I have seriously thought about you, but I am sorry, I cannot bring myself to like you. I said with great sadness, "Please do not continue."

The clear moonlight spills over the river surface, creating a shimmering reflection on the water.

How fortunate I am that Chen Ke and Mo Yuchen helped me change my clothes and do my makeup, so that I can face Xu Muchan in my most beautiful form

"I find you truly adorable," Xu Muchan said

Regardless, I have properly bid farewell to the past and have earnestly faced the individuals I should take seriously

"There is also a candy house ahead." He pulled me out.

I understand. Before you meet Xu You'er tomorrow, please come by my shop first said Mo Yuchen, and then she mentioned that she needed to attend to the customers and hung up the phone

That night, we made a ruckus for the entire night, as if we were determined to release all the emotions that had been weighing on our hearts. Chen Ke sang with the most enthusiasm, and by the time we left the KTV, her voice was completely hoarse. She is from the broadcasting department, where protecting one's voice is very important, yet she seemed utterly unconcerned.

Here. He led me into an old-fashioned photography studio, which had a very charming atmosphere. "Shall we take a picture together?"

I am sorry

Perhaps this is the answer I have arrived at after careful consideration, which is that no matter how I think about it, the future I anticipate is related to Xu Muchan, and I can no longer spare any thoughts for the matters of anyone else

"Because his sister made an appointment with me first." I shrugged, indicating that I was also quite regretful

Today is the weekend, and this street is particularly lively, bustling with people coming and going. If we are not careful, Song Yanyi and I might get separated. Amidst the chaos, he took my hand and has been holding it tightly, unwilling to let go.

Xu Muchan's gaze flickered with light and shadow, flowing with deep affection

There is also a fountain at the entrance, and I stand quietly by the fountain, waiting for Xu You'er to arrive

Countless beautiful coincidences come together to form a brilliant and splendid future. And in that future, the person I have always wanted to spend it with is Xu Muchan

I took a shower and finished washing the dirty clothes, hanging them up to dry

What kind of expression will he show next? Will he be sad?

He should be capable, after all, he is truly an outstanding young man

I won't talk to you anymore, I will hang up first. Xu You'er should be on her way by now, perhaps she is delayed due to traffic congestion.

Also, thank you

You found out, huh! His expression froze.

I suddenly began to understand why he likes me

"Right ahead, follow me!" Chen Ke grabbed one of our hands, pulling me and Mo Yuchen forward.

What happened? Is there a problem? I just said that I am not suited for this style of clothing, so I went in to change. I turned around and was about to enter the house

Is that so? Aren't you afraid that I might be taken away by another girl? he asked with a sly smile

"Don't come any closer," he said quietly, with his back to me. "Don't come any closer. Be careful on your way back."

Having traversed thorns and mountains, I can finally walk alongside you in this manner. At that time, there was no retreat, no complete closure of myself, but rather a choice to confront the past, which was truly wonderful

Moreover, if I dare to say that I will not change, I am fully convinced that these two individuals will personally strip me and change my clothes

The financial building is the tallest structure in the city. By the time the three of us reached the top floor, we were already out of breath and drenched in sweat. We were so exhausted that we were panting, looking at each other and laughing at one another's appearance

My stomach began to growl, and only then did I realize that I had not yet eaten lunch. At this time, it was still not dinner time, so I casually found something to fill my stomach

In this moment, time seems to completely connect the past and the present

Oh, I remember her, a very cute little girl. She is Xu Muchan's sister, right? I said, "Lan Xin, how are things going between you and Xu Muchan?" Mo Yuchen began to inquire about my gossip

When we confront the past, we will realize that those fears, which seem larger than the sky, are merely trivial matters. In fact, what we fear is not the mistakes we have made, but rather the act of facing our own cowardly hearts

I looked at the phone screen and couldn't help but smile

I was momentarily stunned, unsure of where I was at that moment. Could it be that I was dreaming? I reached out my hand towards the fountain; the water was cool and had a tangible feel, indicating that it was not a dream. Indeed, Xu Muchen had arrived.

Once, we played together in a carefree and whimsical manner. Later, due to those little secrets and the unbearable lightness of being in life, we went our separate ways. Fortunately, after enduring the baptism of tears and pain, we ultimately rediscovered our original selves

I have noticed that along this journey, he seems to be eagerly wanting to show me everything about himself. He is trying so hard that it makes me feel both touched and heartbroken.

Fortunately, the boy I deeply love is right beside me, and he likes me even more than I imagined. He is patient and waits for me to emerge from the darkness; he does not rush or pressure me, but simply holds a nightlight to guide me through the dark

I close my eyes and recall the events involving Song Yanyi from my first year of high school. Unfortunately, apart from his appearance, I cannot find any more information. At that time, I rejected everything beyond a three-foot radius.

Song Yanyi, it is time to give him my answer; I have delayed it for too long. These days, I have been exhausted and unable to think about his matters, but now, I can finally consider it properly

This guy! If I still don't understand at this point that I have indeed been deceived by Xu You'er, then I would truly be an idiot

I am somewhat at a loss; my date has turned into Xu Muchan, and this is too sudden. I am completely unprepared.

Tomorrow I will meet Song Yanyi. If only there were a way in this world to refuse others without causing them harm.

I once thought that Song Yanyi's feelings for me were perhaps just a fleeting whim, until that day when he rushed to save me, and I realized his true intentions. He was serious; from our long-awaited reunion that day to his request for me to carefully consider giving him an answer, he has always been earnest.

The corners of my lips cannot help but rise; no matter what happens, no matter where I am going, there is someone waiting for me, and this feeling is truly warm

In those lonely years, there was a tender emotion that I overlooked, and there was someone who liked me. He made me realize that the past, which I had completely denied, was not entirely terrible, and when I recall it, it brings a knowing smile to my face

It turns out that he is such a learned person! Just by looking at his appearance, no one would think he would be interested in these ancient things. He is an enthusiastic person, yet unexpectedly enjoys these quiet things

At six o'clock, we went out for dinner. At six thirty, I took the subway to meet Xu You'er at Central Park

I took out my phone, contemplating whether to call Xu Muchan to ask. After hesitating for a while, I gritted my teeth and dialed Xu Muchan's number

I told you so! Liu Wen laughed and scolded, "You are really a fool"

Come, put on this piece of clothing

And such an impressive Xu Muchen belongs to me. Realizing this, I feel particularly joyful

I entered the inner room holding the dress, and when I came out after changing, both Mo Yuchen and Chen Ke were stunned

The fireworks ignite and extinguish, extinguish and ignite again

There is an inexplicable sense of sadness in my heart

"Alright. I have no reason to change back into my previous clothes. By the way, there will be a fireworks display in Central Park tonight. Are you going to watch it?"

04

Standing on the other side of me is Mo Yuchen, her gentleness is just as it was in those years

"Hello, as the older brother, shouldn't you be very anxious upon hearing that your younger sister is missing?" I couldn't help but ask

Song Yanyi has also made it clear there. I said

People come and go around me, a constant flow, and every face is adorned with a brilliant smile. In such a harmonious atmosphere, I, however, rejected Song Yanyi

"Don't move." He suddenly stopped in his tracks. I halted in response, and he reached out his hand, gently brushing against the corner of my mouth, where a small crumb of food had lodged.

Well

What are you going to do? I asked warily

Alright, I have received the answer. I have other matters to attend to, so I must leave first. After saying this, he gently ruffled my hair and then turned to walk ahead

There is something fermenting deep within, filling the heart to the brim

Indeed. I am a person with commitments! I cannot help but exclaim

I don't know if it's an illusion, but I noticed two suspicious blushes on Xu Muchan's face. Does this person also feel embarrassed

When I arrived at Mo Yuchen's boutique, there were many people in the store, and Chen Ke was helping out. Upon hearing that I was going on a date in the evening, Chen Ke and Mo Yuchen exchanged a glance, then simultaneously turned their heads to look at me with mischievous intent

However, I am not much better off than Mo Yuchen; Mo Yuchen is happy, while I am content.

What are you thinking about? he asked softly

They chuckled twice, then left a room full of people to the staff, carrying me from downstairs to upstairs

When I arrived, there were five minutes left until seven o'clock. At the entrance of Central Park, there were quite a few people standing around, many of whom were waiting for someone, mostly young couples coming here for a date

I took a bite of the candied hawthorn, it was very sweet, so sweet that my eyes turned red and my vision became blurred

"Just put on one more piece and it will be fine." Mo Yuchen was already prepared; she took out a trench coat for me to wear on top, "This way, it won't be cold."

I like you

"Because she will definitely be very safe." Xu Muchen chuckled softly

I feel at ease now that I have entrusted the matter of selecting gifts to Mo Yuchen

I turned my head to glance at Chen Ke, her beautiful profile bathed in sunlight, she was so radiant, as if she could shine.

At that moment, the phone rang. I picked it up and took a glance; it was a call from Xu Muchen. I suddenly felt a bit flustered. I had thought before that after confronting the past, I would face Xu Muchen properly. I don't know if it's because my mindset has changed, but now, seeing Xu Muchen's call, I feel somewhat panicked and don't know what to say to him.

I carefully toured the school and, as the time was about right, I went to the school cafeteria to have dinner alone before returning to the dormitory. Liu Wen and Guo Jiani had already finished their meal and were discussing tomorrow's date in the dormitory

He curled the corners of his lips and revealed a brilliant smile to me: "There is really no way around it. If it is the answer you have given after careful consideration, Lan Xin, then I have no choice but to accept it"

"Song Yanyi, let's meet tomorrow." I want to speak to him in person, as refusing him over the phone would be quite impolite. "Last time you came to my rescue, let me treat you to a meal."

I like you the most

Having spoken, he strode forward. I saw him reach the street corner, swiftly raising his hand to sweep across the corner of his eye

Guandong Street is an ancient thoroughfare, lined with pharmacies, storytelling halls, tea houses, and academies. As we walked along, Song Yanyi attentively introduced me to the historical anecdotes associated with these places

A massive firework exploded overhead, instantly illuminating both the sky and the ground, and of course, the faces of Xu Muchan and me were also illuminated.

After having breakfast, Chen Ke still has classes and needs to return to school, Mo Yuchen has to go back to open the store, and I, I still have people I need to face

He pulled me out of the photo studio and into the adjacent musical instrument shop. The shop was filled with classical instruments. He picked up a xun and brought it to his lips, and a deep and melodious tune flowed out.

This is a new day, this is a new beginning, the first ray of sunlight belonging to the future passes through my hair, and the warm breeze brushes over my heart

Sister Lu, tomorrow is the fifteenth day of the lunar calendar. Can you watch the moon with me tonight? asked Xu You'er

His fingertips are very soft and warm. It is these hands that can create delicious food and write wonderful words. I can't help but wonder, what is it that Xu Muchen cannot do? No matter how I think about it, I truly feel that Xu Muchen is really impressive

I still cannot understand why such a boy would like me

I walked to the edge of the pool and washed my face. Now, I feel much better, and that excited emotion has finally calmed down

We sat down on the steps

I lowered my head and saw the three characters "Song Yanyi" on the phone screen, suddenly realizing that I had just zoned out again. Clearly, I wanted to carefully consider matters regarding Song Yanyi, yet I was unable to concentrate.

My resistance was futile, so I let them have their way. As long as they didn't turn me into a hideous monster that would frighten Xu You'er, I could accept it.

Where is the child? I am still a bit worried

Song Yanyi. I called out to him again, "Do not continue walking."

01

How grateful I am to my past self who worked so hard

It is now 4 PM, the sun has already begun to set in the west, and a cool breeze is blowing, making it so comfortable that one cannot help but take a deep breath

Hmm. Suddenly, I want to say a lot to him

In my first year of high school, I happened to meet him, and thus, I, who had been so lazy in my studies, gritted my teeth and began to run forward. I wanted to go to the same places as him, eat the same food, see the same scenery, and walk the same paths

Xu Muchen simply listened quietly, so along the way, I chattered non-stop. Xu Muchen looked at me with a smile, occasionally agreeing with a word or two.

Unfortunately, I am unable to reciprocate his affection. He speaks so earnestly, and the smile on his face is so genuine. However, it is regrettable that a person has only one heart; once it is given away, it is no longer available.

"It’s alright, don’t show such an expression. This is also something beyond our control, I understand." He smiled particularly brightly

Moreover, you are the one attending the appointment, " Mo Yuchen said

"Look!" Chen Ke said excitedly as she tugged at my arm

Song Yanyi, may your future be as splendid as brocade, and may your years be free of worries. I hope that one day you meet a girl who is worthy of your tenderness, and may the one you love also love you deeply in return

When I was in a panic, he said again: "I will take the initiative to walk towards you, you just need to stand there and wait for me to come closer"

Today is a bright sunny day, and the moon tonight should be beautiful. It would be wonderful if I could meet Xu Muchan this evening, as I would then be able to express my feelings for him today